Apology in advance, for being this soft and oversensitive on this, if it offends anyone

She quit a couple a weeks ago... I'll sadly admit I was mostly a lurker here at F4F for a while, but she's first model I actually would really speak to and tip often. (and was basically the only one, as I made myself into a gimmick for her with this loyal guy name, which I regret too..)

Not getting a goodbye or closure with her has been torture. I already have severe personal issues, and I just didn't need this

I just so happened to miss her on her last couple days and didn't message her either, like an idiot. I would spend long hours in her room almost daily..
I doubt she will come back to doing this for sure, cause she seemed a bit miserable. I also know for a while she was saying she would quit "soon", but she was telling me that for weeks.

I've learned my lesson not to get too attached, to put it in the least.. But I'm just wondering if she quit without telling users it was her last day? And if she was doing ok? Quote

I don't know, haven't seen, and heard anything. Quote