8/6/14 @ 1:37pm
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Location: floating just beneath the surfaces
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8/7/14 @ 9:38am
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
8/16/14 @ 11:10pm
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Location: floating just beneath the surfaces
Posts: 5,122
8/22/14 @ 4:11pm
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
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8/23/14 @ 12:48pm
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
Through a door in the end
Of a crumbling stair
In a clear and rushing vein
In a tunnel full of rain
In a piece of yellow light
On the skin of my eye
Are you there?
In the wind of my lung
In methane and love
In petroleum plumes
There's a floating slice of moon
In your tooth and your claw
and your unforgiving jaws
Are you there?
In a burning white ship
In the taste of her lips
In the b1ood of the swans
as the sun fucks the dawn
In the mud of the lake
In the drunk and the dazed
Are you there?
In the now that is not
on the ladder to god
On a mountain stripped bare
With your hand in my hair
Behind the face of the sky
on a disappearing line
Are you there?
In the then that was now
In the now that is not
In our names we forgot
In a thought we just lost
We become what we choose
We are stumbling fools
Who are not there
There's some tangled dirty twine
in some idiot's clouded mind
there's some wires that wont unwind
around the ankles of the blind
There's walls lined with soft lead
and in that room is your bed
Is that really you?
Are you in there?
On the moon?
In the air?
Crushed in my hand?
Thrown in a fire?
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8/23/14 @ 4:29pm
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Location: hain't Pochipsie son
Posts: 3,268
The sun rose... it brought the slit light into his bed room...
Instinctively he lashed out to the right while covering his ribs... Right... the direction that she used to occupy...
whew... Too slow... She would have filleted me. Am I slowing down? She kept me on edge I admit.
He showered, dressed, and as he bent down to pick up his keys from floor *fuck getting so sloppy now*
His lower back screamed in pain... and he collapsed to floor... as he fought the wave of spasms he thought of all the bending, flexing, and lifting of her and him that used to go on in this room and he realized... she kept him fit and strong...
I will change he said... as the spasms made him cry involuntarily... i will change... weeks later he would finally get his chance...
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8/28/14 @ 12:42am
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
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8/29/14 @ 1:10pm
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
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the oil paint on the portrait of her you spent months painting finally dries.....and you decide to start looking for a really large block of marble to use for a sculpture....
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8/30/14 @ 2:15pm
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Location: breaking in, shaping up, then checking out
Posts: 970
And you get depressed when you realize she will never see them.
Don't you give up hope
he will be hard
Life's like a jump rope
Up down , up down, up down up down yeah
Cause he will get hard
9/2/14 @ 8:26am
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Location: anata no nodo ni ha o hoji
I see that there is no answer to the question "You Know You Miss Her When" in the above, and previous post.
why am i not surprised at your lack of ability Dear DareYuck? On with the show ...
. when you return .
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9/3/14 @ 5:52am
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
9/8/14 @ 12:29pm
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
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9/9/14 @ 9:56am
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Location: yeah baby ... i'm faking it again
Posts: 1,793
Instinctively he lashed out to the right while covering his ribs... Right... the direction that she used to occupy...
whew... Too slow... She would have filleted me. Am I slowing down? She kept me on edge I admit.
He showered, dressed, and as he bent down to pick up his keys from floor *fuck getting so sloppy now*
His lower back screamed in pain... and he collapsed to floor... as he fought the wave of spasms he thought of all the bending, flexing, and lifting of her and him that used to go on in this room and he realized... she kept him fit and strong...
I will change he said... as the spasms made him cry involuntarily... i will change... weeks later he would finally get his chance...
*snorts* *chuckling* fucking awesome *CHAT NEWS - 'Awesome' is holding at 93 on the list of "Most Overused Ingenuine Interweb Words"*
ya know ya misses her when ya c'unt decide whever itz ta flash frum ta Disco Ball er ta tearz in yer oyes datz blindin' ya ...
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9/12/14 @ 10:24pm
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Location: in a collection jar
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9/23/14 @ 5:44pm
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Location: in a collection jar
You login to random chat rooms when you see a head shot that reminds you of her...
You notice when another model wears something she used to wear...
A raven is perched upon your bust of Pallas, a knock is heard upon your chamber door
You hear the song she loves on the radio and think "that doesn't suck so bad"
You play her VODs so many times that you start to visualize new camera angles, and lighting effects in your sleep. You can even see her ch1ldhood in your mind... Rosebud...
You've had imaginary conversations with her in-laws that end in "when is she coming back you fiend?"
You consult actuarial tables to ponder the likelihood that she has undergone various major live events... becoming only more intrigued by the task when your input numbers are measured in decades
Every Halloween some poor little k1d is wearing a costume that reminds you of her. And you grill her for hours on "just what does she think she is pulling by knocking on your door dressed like that?!?"
Yes... that's right... the cold chill down your spine is the obsession that someone has... for... YOU!!!!
Raise your hand if you've ever been vicariously rejected by Jon Stewart?
One of the worst experiences in your life led to the worst experience of your life.
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10/5/14 @ 9:59pm
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Location: hain't Pochipsie son
Posts: 3,268
There once was a sweet high school going boy whose heart was broken... The angels looked down on his comings and goings making the land wet with their holy tears. He had loved... He had lost... He came to that unspoken junction... that critical decision... and he chose... chose... chose...
Where there once was warmth... now only sepulchreful death... cold, malignent rationality. Rather than seeing a string of loves each building upon the last. He lied the lie and made this first imperfect love his ultimate. The very imperfection of it making him discard future love like a smelly gym sock.
His own imperfection in that line he magnified... He made it easier to take his lonely path... Deepening the eyes of his pallid ghost face. Taking on strange accents and nervous chittering. Adding layers of unfocusing glass that his eyes could dart around in like fish in an anenome.
Give him a vow he'd swear it. Give him some robes he'd don them. He made what was sweet and level one field of cankers... bristles.. thistles... None would come near him. He could contemplate quietly, coldly, and plan his next step.
His whole life showed how much he missed her... needed her... Even though he sought to show the opposite. If only they had touched at some deeper level, if only he had seen the greater picture through the dark of his reptillian brain. But deeper and deeper doomed to descend to ultimate ruin he rushed toward what was so clearly his Fate...
What evils may arise when some critical spark fails to fly...
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10/7/14 @ 11:47pm
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Location: hain't Pochipsie son
Posts: 3,268
*thunk....... quiver*
tic tic tic tic...
*bam... bam bam bam *
tic tic tic tic
*KAAAAAAAABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM*
She: Oh really darling... what ARE you doing?
He: Missing you baby.
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