Jusstin I

The palaca of love

is my love story ... a while ago over here I did not know I was going to change the lives of both , long thought love was not for me, I , a person with a different sexual orientation ie , I'm gay with a conservative family and conservative friends , in short all the people around me are conservative , no way to be happy with the person I want , without being with anyone last up to 22 years before that and had given me a kiss with one , this time , when I decided to be with someone , it was with a friend of a friend, was obviously something illegal , do not know why I did it , I did it only because he thought he never would find true love and that at least before dying ought to feel that sex is not worth telling details of that experience , in short I can say it was not pleasant for me. After that relationship , I had two relationships but not better than the first , but still continue to have the pretended , until one day I realized that I was becoming someone who never quice be , but still ... was still , was still looking clandestine meetings with someone to find me in chat and I wanted to their wishes just like me . One night ... a February 14 , in a chat I met someone , I well remember his nickname (kukulklan wrote me , and greeted me as I also follow your greeting, I must admit that at first I was falling quite right , as he was making fun of me, I could tell he did not want anything serious with me, but nevertheless will follow the game and continue talking, we had msn accounts and as a point of conversation asked to put the video call. I barely saw the change in attitude once I started talking more seriously and as a point of conversation he told me that knew me , and made me questions like : Because I never lent me ... I really care that did not understand him a lot and asked that because I was saying these things and inside his surprise I began to recall many events that took place at the University , the many times that I try to approach me and, according to him, I never corresponded to him, I also in my confusion I told him to give me a picture to remember it because your camera does not really distinguish left me , gift me his facebook but only the check until the next day because it was already 4:30 am and we were already exhausted and went to sleep , and of course everyone at home hehe. My surprise the next to see your photo day is to remember that boy smiled me so much despite not know me well , but I never approach me for fear that one out some of my imagination , Total is to know and who was follow talking about the many times that we were in the U and I never had a positive response from me to speak to him. Well, with the passing of the chat conversations we became friends and one after a while we became a couple , even though we had not seen each other in person since we talked in chat , we talked a lot by phone , by mail were hours telling us experiences and laughing and seeing as we had many things in common, from there waited a month to see us in person, because he lived elsewhere , and the day we met one kiss we took ... I felt so sad, I thought everything had been completed , but that same day at night while sleeping received his call and my hopes revived . He came to my house the next day , not stand it anymore and kiss I gave , was the kiss with more love you have given me with someone, the days pass and my love for him has grown , it's been many things between and I much doubt continue, but also a desire for wanting to be more and more time together , to the point of wanting to move in together ... , I have met the love of my life, is not the guy that everyone wants but is the one I want , is not superficial and that, just that is what I like, he is everything to me and we have not shown all this time we've been together , always in good times and in bad, is a giant love is a real love ... and I thought that love was not for me. Sometimes love is closer than you think , you can go through the front many times and not even notice you see , I invite you to not be afraid to express your feelings , or to fail to know someone just by prejudice one is made , that person you let to know or you stop talking for fear , can change your life , is a person could be your accomplice , be your company , your confidant , your friend, or better yet be love your life ... better yet be love your life ...

Mora than friends

It was my first day of school. Perdidísimo was not anyone I knew . And I was too shy to talk to anyone. I had been assigned to the first class, the class "A " . We had come all , were the typical small groups of friends , laughed , looked around ... When the teacher began to roll call , said a name : " Ben Osborne " . Nobody said anything , looked like it was not . At the end of the day passed , and I went home again. I arrived and threw myself on the bed " coming mood , I can do it. I can not leave out the nerves " I said . The next day, everyone was sitting as the first day. I sat in a room away from others , to keep my space. When suddenly knocked on the door and opened it : it was he , the boy who had been missing , Ben Osborne. At first glance it was a boy athletic but somewhat introverted . And was attractive ... To my surprise there was only one place right next to me . He sat down and put his backpack on the table. Hours passed ... Just in the last hour, the history teacher suggested that we knew were better, and we introduced one by one. Finally reached Ben : " Hello , my name is Ben and I am from England , I came here 5 years ago . " He said seriously . Days passed , and Ben for some strange reason , I was attracted more and more. Until that day came . The English teacher had proposed a group work, and I played with Ben . We had to make a description of our friend , and after a couple of laughs we became friends. Months passed , and the friendship between him and me , they grew stronger . He helped me in history and in Technical Drawing. One day we went hiking at Mt. A few days pass . One night began to thunder very strong. I could not sleep , so I decided to go into the living room of the house where we stayed , watching television . I heard footsteps "Who is ? " . " Quiet ... " said a voice from the darkness . " I, Ben " . Then he sat down beside me on the couch, I told him I could not sleep. Then he asked me if I was afraid of lightning. Blushing I said no . He laughed loudly , almost as if to wake the others . A dead silence reigned at the time . We were looking at the TV and said nothing. I noticed how his hand was getting close to mine, I blushed , looked at him and laughed me "Actually, I have too afraid of lightning " . I was perplexed , and the moment when he snapped his fingers woke me . " Well, I think you have already stopped waterspout " I said bringing me . " Tomorrow " he said quietly. The next day it rained again and we had to stay in the house . Everyone got into the parlor to play the bottle. They had nothing to do apparently. But I liked the rain and decided to go out to wet a little. When I left , a thick fog engulfed me , was totally lost . I did not realize that I was approaching a very steep area with many ravines . I fell off the edge of the precipice , but I managed to hold on to a branch. He screamed for help. Suddenly a hand was extended to me and lifted me up above : it was HIM. Thanks to their great muscles and lift could save my body. We fell to the ground rendered . "You 're crazy, with fog ago! " Shouted . " I am a person risk " I said jokingly . Ben laughed and looked at me , came over and gave me a passionate kiss, our lips clung , while enjoying the time with eyes wide shut . After a few minutes we returned to the house . It has been two years and we've been together enjoying the moment. Happy . Now going to college and we lived in the same house . We have our moments , but overall we are happy.