Tj Shock

My new place and studio.

So after a long tedious two weeks of scouring around nearby cities, I have finally come across what will soon by my new studio and apartment. It took a lot of time to pick since I had to find a place that would allow my cat. I also wanted to find a place that was also a good fit for a studio. This new place I have works well for both. I no longer will be having you stare at the ugly blue walls of my old place and with the new place comes new ways to see me. I will be having two central locations for broadcasting. One will be used more primarily in the winter and will be in a comfy recliner next to my new fireplace. The other is in my bedroom. I figured this will give us a little bit of variety compared to what the old studio of mine had to offer. I wanted to make sure to inform you guys of the exciting news to also lay on some bad news. Due to moving I may not be online as much next week. It all sort of depends on when the internet in my new studio gets hookedup. I also will need time to get the studio put together before it actually looks presentable. Either way I will try to hop on and off and say hi as I rearrange and get my things together. If the net does in fact get hooked up on Wed like I had expected, then there shouldn't be much of a hiccup in my performance schedule. Hope you come check out the new place and my new hairdo soon! Wish me luck!

Roleplay Contest

I am Logging in at 12AM ET-6AM ET to Take Pvts and COMPETE in the "ROLEPLAY" themed Contest and Specials tomorrow. The last contes,t with all your help, I placed in 10th place overal for male models. Let's see if we can climb me up the ladder a little more. Even if you can't take me PVT.. your Presence,Tips,and POWER Boost Pts, even if small, make a HUGE difference. Lets have FUN and Chat, get Wild, or keep it Chill. I am ready with a couple generic costume role-playing ideas like a nurse outfit, waiter uniform, belt,and duct tape. I am open for other fun role-playing ideas, as well as just normal non-themed fun! I sincerely hope you'll show your support! TY! XOXOXOX Love YOU Guys, TJ SHOCK SO that's what I came up with as a promo haha. Honestly though I just hope for a good turn out and with a lot of fun guests and others that can help keep the open chat alive. Hope to see you there! On a non promo note my cat is flippin driving me bonkers... She is wailing for no reason and keeps scratching the doors in my apartment. I can feel a migraine coming on and it's so early already haha. Maybe she will take a nap in a bet and give me peace.... One could only hope:P.

New Haircut and New Job

So to my delight I have come to really like my new haircut. If you are new to checking me out you missed out on my hair being much longer not too long ago. Either way, I was very apprehensive when first getting it done, but now that it is all over I'm glad I had the oppurtunity to do it. I am also glad to have done it with a new favorite fan in pvt. Great times and I am sure I will be scheduling another haircut in the future...but for now I plan to grow it back out. I also like my new job I just started up the other day. I am now waiting tables at a fancy sushi place. Not only do I love Saki Bombs and Sushi... the ambiance of the place itself make the job a little less tedious. Hopefully I'll be able to keep my hours light so I can make sure to keep up with you guys frequently but for the moment I think I'll be here my usual times. Those times being very erratic and all over the place haha... PROMISE a set schedule is coming... I just am waiting for the move at the end of the month. WISH ME LUCK!

Random Things I Love List #1

While I was sitting here pondering life's greatest questions, and what I wanted to eat tonight, I began thinking littler things. As was reclined listening to music and ultimately bored out of my mind, images of my kitty and chocolate peanut butter ice cream began flashing before me. As I began smiling I realized I have yet to do an I love list. So for today's journal entry I decided to list everything I can think of in the next 2 minutes that make me extremely happy. These are just a of the things I Love randomly off the top of my head... but I hope it sorta gives you a better insight into what keeps me smilin' so bright! MY FAVS LIST #1 1. My Kitty Pepper 2. Big Macs 3. Hot Jocks 4. Hot Nerds 5. Cock 6. My friends 7. My family 8. Diet Soda 9. Britney Spears 10. Superman 11. Internet 12. Smell of Fresh Cut Grass 13. Pasta 14. Mac N Cheese 15. Parks 16. Skinny dipping in the moonlight 17. Starbucks 18. Briefs 19. Future Technology 20. Pawn Stars 21. Desperate Housewives 22. Kitchen Nightmare 23. Big Bang Theory 24. Fringe 25. Color Blue 26. Emo Guys 27. Cooking 28. Shopping 29. Watching Live Theatre 30. Wine 31. Traveling 32. My Evo4G 33. Most animals 34. Fuzzy Blankets 35. Cuddling 36. Romantics 37. Star gazing 38. The idea of Love 39. Summer 40. Taking walks at night on warm nights. 50. Thunderstorms Well that's a really random list but it's just a first of many to come. No order intended on those just random things I love that came to mind... I'm sure I would have a whole new list if I had to think of it again. Anyways... what do you guys love? What would be on your list? Email me responses.

Halloween Costume

I know I may be getting excited a little too early for Halloween but I can't help but wonder what everyone plans to go as this year. In the past I have done everything from body painting myself as Superman to cross dressing as Britney Spears. Either way I always like to go all out and always have a great time. Out of all the holidays I celebrate I think Halloween would be one of my favorites. After considerable debate I have come to 3 choices for my costume this year. The first choice would be Spiderman. The reason is because I have been told many times I look like Toby McGuire.. so I figured I fit the role lol. The 2nd option would be a baseball player. I always thought baseball players were hot and I would love to live that fantasy on Halloween. Last idea for a costume would be a sexy devil. I would have to admit though that it would be hard to dress up as a Sexy Devil seeming I exude that type of sexiness all the time anyways. Lol. I need help guys... do any of you have any ideas of what I would look good dressed up as for this year? Plz email me suggestions... I'll go live the costume that sounds the most fun on Halloween. So make sure to help me out and see me in your suggestion if you have the best one! Hope you guys submit some fun ideas!

Getting ready to Move.

So the time has finally come when I say goodbye to my old place I resided in for the past two years and move on. I will definitely miss the few good times I had here but overall I am glad to be leaving this shit hole of an apartment behind. That being said... its one thing to say goodbye, its another thing to pack to say goodbye. I cannot even describe how much junk I had to go through. I got the closet gutted out though and accomplished the task of organizing all my electronics into their respectable boxes. I really hate this part of the move and I can't wait till the last box is packed and unloaded. I am still in the air on a few places I've looked at but each one has a few perks that make it unique. Either way I am excited to share with you my new place and new studio as soon as I move in. I can guarantee it is going to be much larger and much more cozy than my current place. Tentative date is Oct. 1st. Wish me luck and hopefully it won't cause a hiccup in my live chats for that week!

Thanks Fans!

I wanted to make this blog entry if not dedicated to my fans, at least mentioning you guys. If it weren't for you I of course wouldn't be here. So again thanks for the continued support. The Boost Points, Pvts, VOD Purchases, and Virtual GIFT/Tips are helping me stay within the top 10%. This is crucial for Party Chat and many other fun options I know we all enjoy so keep the support coming! And again thanks for everything Secondly I wanted to let all those that attended Saturday Night/Sunday morning's all night party chat to see me not there... I was messed up on my time zones. So if you did show up to see a blank screen I appologize. I think its partially why the Party Chat ended up being a bust... but no worries. Lastly its Contest day again... I know its always some sort of contest I am competing in but I have yet to win... so lets keep on showing the Love and someday soon I think we will take home one of the Top spots... I just have a feeling! For now though it's time for the to get ready to log on for another fun night... hope to see you! XOXO TJ

Upcoming Feature Shows..

Hey guys I just wanted to let you all know that I am very thankful to my loyal fan base. As a special thanks and also as an attempt to get some more exposure, I will for the first time, be hosting a feature chat. I am hopeing that a lot of the VIP members and others can attend and get to know me a bit better or more intimately. One thing that will be exciting is you won't have to take me pvt to hear my voice. It has always been sorta my thing to wait till Pvts to use my mic, but during feature chat I will be chatting up a storm the whole time. So get prepared to hear my sexy voice and every cough and moan! Another thing to look forward to will be the opportunity to get to know me better. I have a great personality and a funny, saracastic sense of humor that I am excited to share with you. So check my schedule and make sure to attend! Again thanks for all the support and I hope to see you there! It's going to be one hot and fun chat! I can't wait. -TJ

My Secret Foot Fetish...

I would say one of my biggest secret turn ons would be a sexy guys feet. I am not sure when this fetish started or how it became ONE of my biggest turn ons. That said..I want to help give you the reader an example of what type of foot play would really turn me on and explain my fetish some, here is one scenario that sounds really hot. I would love for you or the person I was with to work all day and upon getting home come over and start making out with me on the couch, bed, floor, table wherever seemed appropriate at the time lol. After we begin to get hard I would love for us to lay down and 69 for a bit. This wouldnt last long however before you shoved your smelly sweaty socks in my face forcing me to take in the smell while sucking on my big cock. The smell alone would make me about bust a nut but to top it off you could one by one slip each sock off and again force me to smell your sweaty feet. The urge would be too much for me not to start licking slowly between each toe and enjoying your beautiful feet as you uncontrollably swallow an uncontrollably huge load of cum in your mouth. Even though its a brief example it has given me a huge erect cock just typing this. Mmmm boyfeet gotta love um.

One version of my perfect date.

The idea of the perfect date would start off on a nice warm evening walk to a nice Italian bistro somewhere. I would begin with a nice glass of wine with my date as we awaited our meal and flirted. After a nice meal and a couple glasses of our favorite wines we could retreat to a sit down jazzy place and just chat some. I love to get to know the person I am on the date with and if we can have a good laugh it makes it all the better. After our buzz was clearly on I would then insist on heading to a more urban and hip scene where we could dance and shake our asses off a bit. After we were all worked up from dancing and mildly dancing up on each other we could then leave and head to a beach or a park with a blanket and star gaze. If the mood was right and everything seemed romantic it would be a perfect time to end the night with a trip around 2nd based and a nice kiss good night before dropping me off at home. That sound just about perfect. What do you think?

If I were a video game character I'd be...

So If I were to choose one videogame character that I could become for a day I would have to choose Kirby. I know . I know why not Mario, Donkey Kong, Virtual Joe, Metroid ect ect well to tell you the truth there are a couple key factors that make all the difference and were the basis for my decision. It was a tough call at first but after going over everything these key traits of Kirbys make him sound all the more fun. First off Kirbys main power is the ability to suck. Just think of all the sucking that would go on if I were to take over Kirby for a day. I could take anything and everything and just suck it all day. Doesnt matter if its big, small, bumpy, slimy, or odd shaped I will suck it all in and enjoy every last bit of it. After sucking it all I will almost feel as if I am one with the subject I am sucking on. Sound fun to me. Lastly Kirbys not only sucks in very well but he also blows and spits well as well. If I need to get there faster I can blow harder and if I really dont like what I suck in I can spit it out and suck on something else. The options are limitless..but with all the sucking and blowing I could do while Kirby I think you would agree he was the best choice! Who would you be lol

If I was handed $10,000 I'd....

If I could go on a $10,000 shopping spree and told to go spend it on whatever I wanted there are plenty of things that come to mind. Keeping in mind I am future focused I would have to try to find a good balance between practical and fun. That being said I am trying to get caught up with bills on top of pay for school. So I would use my practical judgement and use 4,000 towards getting caught up with debt. I know exciting stuff. By doing this though I would be opening up doors like getting a car ect if I was finally caught up lol. So it practicality leading to fun in my opinion. Next I would go shopping for some more fitting clothes. I own some really cute outfits but if What Not to Wear went through my closet I would be in trouble lol. So some nice skinny jeans to show off my tight ass and some sexy tight t's and button downs first. Then I would go towards shoes. Lastly finishing off with buying a stock of different briefs and undies that are fun and sexy. After that I would have enough to fly alone or with company to a beach maybe in Cancun. I'd do this to show off my new clothes and hopefully get to show off my hot bod on the beach at night. Plus I am long over due for a fun,sexy vacation. There are lots of other things I can think of to spend money on but those are some of my top thoughts at the moment if I were to ever have the opportunity handed to me.

Getting back on Track.

What a week. Catching up on homework is one thing but trying to figure out my set schedule for my live cam sessions is another. I was originally planning on 2AM Central till 7AM CT. However, due to many of my fans timezones, and my lack of being able to sleep properly I have been considering altering this for the time being. The new Schedule would also allow for some morning and afternoon session to be included. I'll have to work on that this afternoon later and post it so check back. As for school and homework I am starting to get the motivation to catch up and start getting moving on it again. Thankfully my teachers seem very understanding about the death in the family and are letting me make up a lot of my assignments. I give it two days of decent effort and I should be back on track again in that department. I will admit its been a struggle to keep up but I am glad I will have the drive to succeed. On a closing note.. my kitty pepper is very upset about the no cats allowed on cam rule.. she is ok with not being on my lap... but no being on the couch behind me... is a whole different subject lol. Should this be addressed? She thinks so.

Couple new Items/Toys.

So after a few days away from webcamming to focus on family and personal things dealing with them, I am back. I decided that it had seemed like eternity since the last time I logged in and I wanted to make my return special. To do this I stopped by the nearby adult toy shop. The first thing I saw upon entering was a display of thongs all hung up teasing me as I walked in. My initial reaction was positive but not necessarily aimed toward the purchasing of them for my shows or personal life. I figured that I would go somewhere a little more upscale and find something a bit my flavor if I wanted to go the thong route. The second thing I saw was this pink dildo on sale. I assumed since it was on sale it would disappoint me upon inspection. To my dismay it actually felt semi real to the touch and instantly I knew I had to have it. It's perfect in size and I know my tight ass is going to enjoy trying it out. As I walked back toward the counter I again saw the thongs and thought of my fans. I decided that even though I may not be completely satisfied with it... I knew ya'll would LOVE it, so it's also now in my possession. Overall just glad to be back and glad to see everyone's familiar faces and getting to meet new ones everyday. Hope you stop by and say hi!

After work Bath.

As I got done with work and grabbed a snack, all I could think about was hopping into the claw foot tub of mine. As I slowly ripped off my white and red briefs and removed my somewhat wrinkly blue button top, I watched as the water began to rise... along with my cock. I let the tub fill and slowly submerged myself into the nice warm water and began to lather up. The smell of the soap was relaxing as my hard on began to grow. I wanted to ignore it and just finish with the bath after I relaxed but it was calling for release. I slowly grabbed my shaft in the water and began stroking it very slowly. It felt so good in the warm tub. As I continued stroking I hard a noise from the other room. Sadly mid jerk my roommate wakes up and needs to use the restroom. Needless to say.. my raging almost released morning wood remains disturbed lol due to my roommate insisting of interrupting my bath. I need my own place.... or I may just lose my mind.... and all my morning woods :P. Maybe one of you reading this will help me take care of the problem later

My Favorite Super Hero.

So ever since I was a little kid I have always had a fascination with Superman. From his perfect muscular build, to his endless abilities, It shouldn't be hard to see why. I sometimes catch myself dreaming about being Superman. In my dreams I am usually cognitively awake enough to control what I do in my dream... which makes it very fun. Oddly enough my best friend is usually in my dreams as Lex Luther I suppose. He is always trying to catch me or kill me with something devised of kryptonite. I usually do end up getting caught too. After capture I embrace my weakened state and daydream of fucking my captor, his cock firmly banging my tight hole, without me having any energy or power to stop him. He would pick up my head from the ground and shove his cock down my throat as I gag for air. Unfortunately the dream usually ends before any of the daydreaming within the dream ever actually occurs. Either way... its funny I never manage to have any of my fantasy's occur in my dream but they sure tease me. Does anyone reading have a favorite superhero they find sexy or even just entertaining? Let me know!

Early Morning Live Chat.

Hey guys... I was going to call it a night but I seem to be very anxious today/ this morning. I also have a raging hard on (at the time of writing this) and decided maybe a good chat and release session is just what the doctor ordered. I should be thankful however for the delicious mac n cheese I just finished devouring on my break it was one of the best I've made in awhile. I know... I know ...mac n cheese... easy stuff. It is but I still tend to mess it up by forgetting about it while its cooking or what not. It may have just been that bowl of MnC that made my cock this way haha... it was THAT good. I made a wishlist.. cant remember if I mentioned this before. It should be posted on the site actually for members to see. I basically put down things I would love to try on cam for members if they are willing to help cover the cost of the items. I feel bad asking more of you guys but then again if its your fantasy I am living out then you would be buying it for me in real life too. Either way I decided not to feel bad and just be glad that I have such loyal and loving friends and fans. Lastly I would like to mention that I will be posting a new schedule up on my site soon of my new set hours. I have a semi schedule up now that sorta covers the basis but this will finalize it. Hope you all check out my new and upcoming VODs and LIVE CHAT sessions. I am now broadcasting HD and loving it! See you soon! 8

Enjoying a day off work at work.

So it was random today... I was doing homework and then decided to log on to do some modeling when I got a text from my job saying they had someone to cover my shift. Needless to say I decided to take a nap and rest. Upon awakening my roommate (little kitty) decided to tackle my face in the sheets. I thought he was going to smother me for a second but I managed to get him off in time. His over bearing weight was almost too much for me to handle. I think we will need to go over the house rules again soon since he has taken a habit of scratching all my furniture again. Regardless it freaked me out and got me up. After I decided to get his germs off me and shower and get cleaned up and eat. So I hurried and got washed and then grabbed a hot pocket from the fride... my favorite is ham and cheese.. and sat down in my old comfy computer chair. This all is which brings me to now. I am up now and figured I would enjoy my day off with some more diet soda and a good pvt session or two. I think my jitters have worn off on a side note, and it seems to be getting easier to model live. I look forward to a good session and a good rest of my day off work. Funny I am spending my day off work working. I like the fact its a good change of pace. My fans and quests make it worthwhile for me. So hope anyone who is reading this check me out and says hi. I have had a pretty boring morning and am ready for some fun visitors into my live session today. Lets hope to see how my day off work working turns out!

Newbee finding his way.

I would like to personally say thanks to all my fans and guests that attended my chats last couple days. I won't lie I was really nervous about doing this type of modeling but with such great fans and guests to chat with I am starting to feel at ease. I've come a long ways in the past couple days as a performer in terms of understand what my viewers expect of me and how to utilize that to enhance each viewers experience. I won't say I am great at it but I am learning. I think my biggest turn on tonight was probably my fans asking me to play with my ass on cam. I haven't played much with my tight ass in quite awhile. The feeling of my finger sliding in was great! I made a wishlist and am hoping to maybe get a donation of something more fun and wild to experiment with. My biggest disappointment tonight was my 2nd party chat which landed 0 tips. It may have been because it was just recently overshadowed by a very successful party 30 min prior. Either way I was excited to entertain tonight. I hope my fans continue to show their support and help make me a success. I also hope I can continue to grow as a performer and help make my guests and fans fantasies come true!